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CJ: In a city where I have no family, no lover, not even a friend...


Let me just say I'll never regret making this account. And thank you too because, well...you're the reason I made this and still continie with this account.


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Oh..don't mind me. I just had to do this~.
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*casually goes back to sorting the stockpile pf questions*
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Yakashisan Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2013
:iconmhmblushplz:
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jewel-grim Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2013
cool
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sampaguitaxmaganda Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Aiyaa~! Mindanao! You're so cute! XD
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ChitoseNaya Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
D'aaaawwww... :iconletmehugyouplz:
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azuna10 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student Artist
We love you too, CJ~ :hug:

You are a source of inspiration! :iconinuloveplz:
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:iconjcpilipinas:
JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: :iconiloveyouplz: thankies~...
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checheburecheh Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
CJ :iconcryforeverplz:
*le long distance internet hug*
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:iconjcpilipinas:
JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: *le long distance internet hug back*
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AkariKyoku Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I don't know why I'm about to cry......:iconcraiplz:
Maybe because you resemble someone? :iconrlytearplz:
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:iconjcpilipinas:
JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: Who?
:iconwthplz:
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:iconakarikyoku:
AkariKyoku Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Me or my sis? ;7;
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Soul-Reaper-Allison Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
Welcome Back, CJ! :iconk-hugplz:
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: thankies dude~ :iconblushplz:
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Soul-Reaper-Allison Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
You're welcome! :hug:
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Xanjile Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
I'm not sure if what I'm saying is right, but I feel that this is bit uplifting to me, since that knowing that all of us that enjoy your work gives you some kind morale boost or something, and because of that, it uplifts us in a sense.
If anything else to make ya feel better, I think we're all weird... in our own awesome way
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: hehe..well~...I guess you're right in that "weirdness" part...
:iconbigheplz:

and I guess that's what really matters about giving people feedback here, along with giving helpful critics or whatever...morale boosts are what most people need.
ewe
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Sailoryoshi53 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww :D
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Kurosichi Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student
Fuck real life friends :iconyaomingfaceplz:



I have my own personal ones~! :iconbigheplz:






I know how you feel dude. :iconpapcryplz:
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:iconjcpilipinas:
JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: :iconepichighfiveplz: aww yis...
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:iconkurosichi:
Kurosichi Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Student
Yush dude~
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raniellkraken Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013
Welcome back, dude! :)

And yep, I can relate to you in here. Back in highschool, I had this stupid urge to make everbody be pleased with me and be everybody's pal, but I soon grew out of it after seeing how much people were capable of hurting somebody.

I'm not one to trust easily after that :/

I have some few good friends in college but I never see much of them lately. My bestfriend is at a different school (same school as you, actually XD) and it's nearly impossible to talk with her because of her acads T.T

I tend to keep things to myself more and more, but I think it's a refreshing phase. It lessens the pressure. It's just that sometimes,not a lot of people understand me and my occasional spurts of quirkiness (I'm perfectly harmless, though) :P

It's okay to be alone and be yourself the way you want it to be than be surrounded by people who expected you to be someone you're not. In time, you'd find real friends who like you for you. Not even distance or lack of face-to-face interaction can stop that :)
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: that was beautiful...
:iconiloveyouplz:

And I've learned that the more I talk in RL, the mpre complicated my life gets...
e3e

so no talk for me.
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sigalawin Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconsupertighthugplz:

I know how you feel dude.

I never belonged anywhere, actually. I don't have a barkada, a best friend, even someone I can tell secrets to since I can't trust anyone in my school. My old best friends changed and left me because of reasons.
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InsyWeNSY Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Student Artist
Yolo(you only live once) so make or to try to make every moment the best! :D
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: I used to have one in college but I had to shift courses and so we never see each other a lot anymore.

I just think I'm too....awkward in starting convos. So I'm never the one to start.e3e

Oh and yeah...trust issues too
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sigalawin Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wait, what course did you shift to?

Me too, I usually don't know what to say. I only have 1 person to talk to about stuff I like.
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: Nah...I'm still just applying, and hopefully they'll accept.me to B Fine arts.

and at least you have at least one person.e3e
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sigalawin Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I think that course suits you well~ :3
Good luck, btw! I'm sure they'll accept you~ :D

I'm not even close to that person, so I can't talk to him about personal stuff. ene
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goodlucklight Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I kinda feel that way too bro :iconlazywaveplz:
In China I had some friends ((Cebuanos.))
Then, when I came back to the Philippines I can't see them again.
I'm kinda antisocial too.
More kinda shy than antisocial though.
I remembered someone reported me somewhere for being weird but that's out of topic
All mah friends are on the internet now :iconlazycryplz:
It's ok bro, :iconbrohugplz: here, we're all one big dA family~
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: I think I got past being shy.I'm really just antiso ial now.e3e

and it's easier to be myself on the internet, I guess...because I never have to live according to what society put me in. So then, I can be myself more~
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goodlucklight Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Very refreshing to be on the internet where you can be yourself, no?
Too bad I'll be going in real school ((I'm homschooled..)) soon, and no time for computer.
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Al-AliaDanum Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know that feel, dude. Even if I'm pretty popular (I was a honor student 3 years straight), I'm always alone. Sure I have friends, but sometimes they go to groups and leave me all alone during break time or when the teacher's not around. One part of me wants to have a "group", but another part of me says that it is not worth my time because they all talk about One Direction, girly things, and crushes. I'm not that girly to begin with. I also don't trust people that easily.

have a hug :iconhugplz:
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ; Whoa...we're practically the same.

I always have this feeling people are only around me when they need something...most of the time, answers to homeworks and seatworks.
:iconyaomingfaceplz:

One of the worst is having people fight over each other to get me in their group for any project that involves arting...then they just leave me with materials and go on with their lives.
e3e
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Al-AliaDanum Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ASDFGHJKL

I have that feeling too. My classmates are always happy when they have me in their group :iconmingplz:
They would always make me the leader, because I'm "smart" and "intelligent". But in reality, I'm not good in leading groups.
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heartbreaker19 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Aww... That... feels... :iconishipthemsohardplz:

This is a very tough life for a college student; stuck in the middle of the city where you have no one to be with. But in your life as an artist gives you this freedom to have your own friends that will accompany you for the rest of your college life... Or even your whole life...

And because of this, I must cherish my remaining time as a high school student and ready myself for another chapter of my life...

I'm being sentimental again!!! :iconwhywouldyoudothatplz:
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: Yes you should...cherish it, dude.
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misschocoholic Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I totally understand what you mean. I never somehow mingle with the kids at middle school and high school. They know that I'm not a bad person though. But I never really interested joining their talks, because it's always about K-Pop or movies or seniors. ((You know, in all girl school, it's slightly disturbing for me when my classmates all having this 'girl crush))

And I too always feel happy whenever I draw my OCs :icontinoplz:
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: Well...I used to have friends wjen I still had Chemistry classes...my friends were sorta like me. Peeps who just want to not be bothered yet somehow, we foind each other and it's easy enough to get along wih them..e3e

But now...we don't share classes anymore and most of my classmates are either nerds or hipsters and douchebags. That, and I really just prefer being alone, I guess~..
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misschocoholic Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Well... Pretty much like me I guess. Though I never think the bad of people I know IRL... NEVER
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marimariakutsu Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Man, I thought I have it rough. I'm actually in the college in the town I've been in since nursery. And yet, I don't see myself as a part of a barkada since highschool. Things were bad during those four years and my rep was ruined because of how I acted.

College is much better for me. I'm still described as 'socially awkward' but I know what I want now and I know myself better than the me who was pretty negative during those four years of highschool.

I hope you're alright despite schoolwork and such. I'm glad that the account's good to you in many ways :meow:
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: Well....me back in highschool was pretty popular. Popular tjat I don't even know if they're really my friend or just wanting to copy my assignments, or worse... they just need to have me draw tjem something.ewe

I was never one to trust people...so yeah...being alone is much better for me~.
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marimariakutsu Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I still see the guys I had a bad time with or those I gave a really bad time during highschool. Its a good thing the course I chose is not that many would like to take (you know, like archi or management or pharma). However, I've come in terms with what happened and I'm now developing, more or less, a life.

I still don't like most of the people who stick to barkadas to make it through, but I've accepted the fact that no person should be totally alone and not all will feel lonely when being alone--which happens to be me when you are talking about anyone in my present class ^^

I like being alone too. I guess I'm inherently selfish since I often get people to repeat me stuff I missed while I was busy daydreaming or remind me of the present reality. It helps sometimes...
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bloodybloom17 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I'll be your friend~ Heck, we all of your fans wants to be your friends!! and besides, WE RE ONE BIG DEVIANT FAMILY!!
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: :iconamgtouchplz:

I don't have fans, dude...you're all my friends.e3e
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bloodybloom17 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yay~
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TheJeluMan Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Awh.....I think you need a hug. Where are all your friends? Where are all your families?Why not make some bros(friends)? I'm surrounded by 17 friends right now. All of them are shouting at my EARS RIGHT NOW! All seventeen of them! They all noticed your art when I went through your gallery.

Oh yes, one of my friends next to me would like to ask why you are alone?
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: I'm antisocial, people find me weord and I don't trust people so I'd rather be alone...
:iconbigheplz:

That's pretty much it.ewe
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TheJeluMan Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Don't trust people? I think I should use that slogan to avoid getting into trouble with my 17 "Bros".
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JCpilipinas Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student General Artist
CJ: yes you should..ewe
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BroYusoff Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
BRO! I made mah account!
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